I don't think I can do this alone...

So I had my beautiful baby girl this past Wednesday. She's wonderful. I love her to pieces. I just don't think I can do this alone. I find myself crying at random things, feeling like nothing I do will ever be good enough, like I'm never going to be able to provide for my daughters without relying on other people. I miss her dad, which is stupid, because all he did was hurt me, but if he were here, at least I wouldn't be alone. There would be someone to help me at night, someone to talk to when I feel like crying, someone to hold me and tell me everything will be alright.